it's the time of the year!
Exams are looming! in fact it's waving at me... wearing white and holding a bloodied kitchen chopper!
8 more days!

i have been trying to study since 2 weeks ago.
but i think i'm really going to fail my econometrics.
i mean, seriously, i dun get it at all~!
and i totally hate those weird maths signs!
gone thr the sample exam paper.
it will be a miracle if i could get even 20% of what they are asking for.
can i pass with a 20%?
haiz..

Been studying at work too..
erhmm....work.
well every one's been thinking that i'm really happy at my current workplace..
but i think. i'm just getting by.
Lunch Kaki's managed to find and i managed to shake off the totally-cant-click malay group
i feel that their( malay lunch group) topics are really lame and seriously who would be happy if they kept on speaking malay?
i do have some malay friends. but lol this is really the first time that i kinda feel weird ard them..
i wonder what their education level is.. their topics is really very very off the usual topic~!
u can never hear them talk about interesting world news. interesting national geographic stuff and so on..
no no no.. their topics is so secondary school that i zoned off every time!

so i went out with another bunch of people~ ( the chinese group, finance )
But still, i couldn't feel the same way that i felt when i am with crocs.
oh wells...
at least i dun drag myself to work like when i'm in spring.
that's something isn't it.
my boss there has been good. as long as i finish my work. he generally leaves me alone.
so my peak period is just less than 10 working days. honestly.
i'm not learning tons there. but i do like the working hours and easy lifestyle there.
so yes. i will not be thinking of leaving the company until.. perhaps.. next year.
resume working time period is essential in interviews!

oh yea. got side-tracked.
was on the topic of studying!
urgh! ive tried so many methods!
at work ( best results since i cant do anything else there) , at my room ( totally bad idea ),
at da gu house ( supposed to be working but my cousins were there that day lol ),
at bro's room ( not bad )
haiz.. i really think i might fail.. why is it that it's so hard?!
honestly, if u have the bloody book, u just comment as per the book isn't it good enough?
why would you want us to sit for a written test and ask us to comment on those weird symbols!
i hate maths. seriously!

oh.. another sad thing is that i recently recalculated my final graduation date.
:( i thought next year would be my last year. but =.=" it's another 1.5 years.
meaning i will be graduating on Jul 2012 instead of Jan 2012! that's depressing. honestly speaking.
i was devastated when i knew that next year aint going to be my last year!
kinda worried about my grades too, cuz i really wanted to do my final year project with those that i can click with and help each other out!
urgh! that's what i hate about part time degrees! i really want a full time one! if and only if i am able to convert to full time.. haiz~!

erm what else.
Oh. of cuz. my poly friends.
seriously they are pissing me off.
but strangely, i do have a higher tolerance level for their crap so its still okie.
i have a even higher tolerance level for certain members in that group but recently ( last thurs ) she made me blew my top.
it's a very fun thing to 'scold' each other in msn you know.
you could actually read back what you scold.
i'm surprised with myself. despite all the crap that she have threw at me and her nonsense i still managed to 'tone' myself.
woah. amazing stuff. i wonder if i am able to do that with my amkps group.

erm..
nah. never gonna happen.
i would just call one of them up and scream instead of wasting my time to type ard.
and i doubt they gave me any chance to scream too!
they ( amkps ) have super high eq, they hate to argue!
and seriously. after all the years that we knew each other.
what's there to argue about?

that's what i wanted to teach my poly mates ppl.
they dun seem to understand.
haiz. i gave up!

oh.. this is interesting.
do you know i'm supposed to upload pics to fb for my cousins and then study since 10.30pm
haha.. it's amazing how the brain is trying to postpone the 'studying' subconsciously man.
i even 'found' the time to blog! lol!

i had a very very fun long weekends.
my cousins came over to 225 ( da gu house) and disturb me studying.. so naturally, i have a very fun day!
Mono cards rocks! ha ha ha~!

spend my sat studying ( here and there )
spend my sun dying my hair to dark brown and did... a 48 bucks treatment!
Snip Avenue. i shall blog more on that place when time permits.
but now.. i would need to really just post this, upload my cousin's bday pics and study!

Out!