what's up with horror shows now?
is it the trend?
how come so many of my friends are asking me to watch horror shows with them?!
i mean with a shuai ge like aaron, of cuz i'll agree~
i mean i just need to cuddle up to him and close my eyes and listen to his heartbeat only right~~

but with gers?
er.. cuddle what?!
i cant even cuddle up to them!

ivy have asked me to accompany her to all horror shows of which i replied
" sure no problem, as long as u pay for my pop corn and tickets and allow me to close my eyes and listen to my music, ON la"

lol..
she actually say yes!
which makes me wanna hit myself.
i mean.. urgh. i have the most imaginative mind EVER!
the Slightest Sound can make me freak out!
not to mention i'm such a firm believer in "things" out there~~
=.="

today~
after lunch, sheryl bitch asked me to catch "the unborn" with her~
i told her the SAME thing that i told bee..
and guess what!!
[3:09:47 PM] Sheryl says: bitch
[3:09:54 PM] Sheryl says: watch The Unborn lehz
[3:10:24 PM] Crystal says: unless u pay for me and allow me to close my eyes and listen to music...sure no problem
[3:10:46 PM] Sheryl says: for what FUCK
[3:10:57 PM] Crystal says: i prefer a muted version to horror stories and a screen as small as possible
[3:11:00 PM] Sheryl says: you and Aaron THE SAME
[3:11:01 PM] Sheryl says: pcb
[3:11:06 PM] Sheryl says: hum ji kias
[3:11:14 PM] Sheryl says: hmpf

to horror shows, those that i am interested to watch.
i usually watch it muted and screen that is too small to comprehend..
( i hate things that suddenly jump out and scared the hell out of me )

i think it's becuz of my younger days when i spend my midnights rushing for projects and my friends like to send me "find that differences"
when i am intently searching~ a ghost face will pop up with a loud scary sound and scared the hell out of me..
another incident was that they like to send me a attachment with "photohunt", when i open it (.doc) my cdrom open and closed by itself and words are being written on the supposedly "blank" document..
which obviously have freaked me out!!

the events above has scarred me for the rest of my life.
since then, i have lost all interest in photohunting and developed a high respect of the "things" around us..
even now, when i know that the stupid attachment is most likely loaded with a script command to open and close my cd rom and "type" words in..
the deep rooted fear can no longer be extinguished

it's a psychology state of a child that u bring to adulthood~
i admit. i'm suffering from that!
that why i cannot watch horror shows!
those horror shows i watch i can even count with my 10 fingers
the ring ( stupid cousins ), the water ( stupid primary sch bitches) , some crappy Korean hospital fake blood show with rein, the haunting ( stupid poly school ppl ), another scary show movie in a hospital again with zombie nurses with rein
urgh!
i realized that rein is involved in alot of my "adventure"
=/ makes me wonder..