I have always like the the period of 6.30 - 7.15am..
It is the period whereby i get the inner peace in me..
That is the time that i could not tolerate any stuff from anyone..

Hence..
I often over-react when people disturb me during the golden hours..
This morning.. It happens to my dear old dad..

He came in.. At 6.45 - 7am and ask me for my timetable..
And since once he knew my timetable.. It would be another nightmare for me when i actually started with him breathing down my neck for being late for school and such..
I have decided to save my own skin by refusing to hand him over my own timetable..
He started to say stuff that kinda hurt me..
and what's worst is he picked the 'golden period' to pick a fight with me..
Being extremely sensitive at this period of time..
Any stuff that came out of his mouth would be an insult and so on to me..
Not to mention he actually mentioned old wounds that would better off alone in some deep hidden place at the bottom of my heart..

He really shouldn't have picked a fight with me at that time..
Being the person that i am..I just blurted what i thought at that time..
Somewhere along the lines of cant stand his face.. feels like i am a adopted child living under his roof..
Living day to day by looking at his face and stuff.. About him being sexist and such..

I knew i should not have said all of that..
I knew i should have just let it go..
Forget about it..
But i just cant!