Feeling Depressed..
My friends are getting grouchy and i can do nothing to comfort them
and i also have my own fever to take care about..

if that is not enough for a poor little sheltered person like me who lived in denial most of the times..
i still got the 'after-school-life' to think about..
from this point of point..
yes.. my attachment is finishing soon..
yes.. i left like 0.5 yr of school life before i graud..
what i wanted to do after that..

i was like half dead with a nice-going 'spinny' kinda of high ( aka dizzy spells) going on at my head, when the handphone rang
it was jas...
i perked up a little to listen to her endless rambling..
thinking that i can find at least find some comfort in hearing my pals talking and crapping about..
but..
she call to enquire about my life after school..
she called and bug me about my 'will' to join university..

and i thought more on my future..
that is a zone that i tried to blocked out nowadays..
i mean i have so much time on my hands that i cant help but to think stuff..
"zoning-out" periods are getting more meaningful as i ponder over thoughts that will never cross my mind when i'm studying..
i was in my own world..
with my music blasting off at my desk..
i was free to think of whichever and whatever stuff that comes to my mind..

right now it's hard for me to not think of what jas has "said" in the coversation jsut before lunch..
i was pondering though what university i could attend and what course i could take..
god-damn-it..
i'm afriad to step out in the working society for life..
i wanted to crawl back where i was for the past 20 years of my life..
i wanted school..
i wanted to stay student..

*deep sigh*
guess i couldn't put the thought off my mind right now..
i crawled through tons of website..
and the course that interested me most is by far..
the thing that i "dun-really-like"
it was ITE education..
i can never imagine myself saying this..
but..
ITE actually provides what i wanted to learn in poly!
not those manbo jumbo shits like programming software which i dun give a damn about..

higher nitec in information technology ( part-time )


1.Multimedia & Database Fundamentals
Students are trained to design, create and manage multimedia and database application.

2.Computer Maintenance & Communication
Students are trained to install software, configure, test, troubleshoot and maintain microcomputer system and set up data communication devices.

3.Software Engineering & Web Development
Students are trained to develop interactive web applications using client-side and server-side programming techniques.

4.Operating Systems & Networking Fundamentals
Students are trained to install, configure and manage different types of operating systems, including set up and troubleshoot LAN system.

5.Computing Mathematics & Programming
Students are trained to solve computer-related problems and write windows-based application programs.

6.Project
Students are trained to integrate and apply a cluster of key technical, social and methodological competencies in carrying out a project which is related to their field of study.

Specialisation Modules

Group A - Network Technology
1.System Administration & Router Technology
Students are trained to perform single-domain network admiistration as well as configure router and switches on LAN system.

2.Advanced Networking
Students are trained to configure and implement wireless network and wide area network.

OR

Group B - Multimedia Technology
1.Multimedia Development & AV Production
Students are trained to use various hardware and software systems to support the production and delivery of digital audio and video in a multimedia environment.

2.Computer Graphics & Animation
Students are trained to create graphics for web and print media and create 3D animation for different applications.

Elective Modules

Linux Fundamentals & System Administration
Students are trained to install, configure and perform basic system administration on a Linux system.

Java Programming
Students are trained to identify network and internet security risks and to advise users on counter-measures or preventive action .

Internet & Network Security
Students are trained to identify network and internet security risks and to advise users on counter-measures or preventive actions. They will be able to participate in a Security Life Cycle project discussion.

3D Modeling
Students are trained to create 3D models and implement them with different applications.

Abbreviations:
(T) - Theory
(P) - Practical


but what is the use of me getting this part-time cert from ITE when i already have a higer lvl cert in poly?
what ite provides is what i wanted to learn..
should i take up or not..
and if i take up.. it's only for personal interest..

what i wanted to learn..
game developing..
i need to go either aus or usa to learn..
guess i can forget about it..
ask those staff during lunch
dun wanna remind myself of the gruesome details..
just knew that i cant continue on my 'game designer' path le..

it's time to really learn what the hell i'm supposed to learn in yr 3 of poly
and what kinda job that is suitable for me when i work liao..
reality sux!
i wanna crawl back home and moan for my lost dream..